Insan jarang perasan yang kebahagiaan, kekayaan atau cinta itu satu dugaan tetapi sering menerima satu kesedihan, kejatuhan atau kemiskinan itu sebagai dugaan tuhan.
Kadang-kadang kita perlu bersyukur Allah beri peringatan dengan dugaan kesusahan. Dengan dugaan ini kita sekurang-kurangnya diberi peluang kerana lumrahnya dengan dugaan kesusahan kita lebih mendekati dan mengingati-Nya.
Bayangkan kalau kita diduga dengan kekayaan? Bukan lumrah untuk kita sedar ini sebagai ujian Allah. Ego mungkin memakan diri. Lalai dan hanyut dibawa arus. Ya bukan semua.
Tetapi adakah Allah akan sentiasa beri kita peluang mendekati Dia? Jangan tunggu hinga di sedarkan. Istiqamah lebih baik.
Semoga hari ini lebih baik daripada hari semalam. :)
One Thing
Ok. I have another break down for this week. I do think it is enough for me to feel such thing. I know this feeling will not bring me to anywhere but to a downfall that normal people wanted to avoid. Yes luckily i am still am.
I do want to mention that both my parent side have medical history of being insane. I believe that i have the choice to protect myself from this genes. I'll just have to stop this! Right now. I know to mention that this means that there is a possibility that i myself believe that I'll may be next. Owh this mental challenge will not fullfill my ambition. Null. Nothing. Nada.
First thing that i want to change about myself is the way i handle my feelings espeacially sad feeling. Before thie and up until now, i have the difficulty to express myself honestly. To tell or not to tell and i always fell that when ever i feel sad, the matter is just not important to other people.
Do you honestly feel that other people problem is important to you unless it does relate to you? Honestly? Is it so important, then why people just listen to you and not doing nothing? What people always say is 'I understand your feeling. I am here for you anytime anywhere.' Reality check people!! 'Dear, it is your problem. Figure it out yourself. I am here just to listen'. Damn!
But somehow. I figure maybe it is good when you tell people what you are really feeling. Not because the advice but the word you are saying. You listen what you are saying. Yes you do humiliate yourself but at least you really let the feeling go out in the air and not just wandering in your brain. Just let it go and you will be looking outside the box. Be looking at yourself.
I do really sound so mix up and confious when i talk to people. Being looked as tough and always be protective to other people does make me weak when i have to handle sadness. Yes i always wanted to prove to people taht I am tough for other people and being protective is always means that i dont want to make people sad listening to my whinning. I hate myself whinning. I rather hearing other people whinning. And i do honestly look up to them because they are outspoken. Not look up like LOOK UP but like wow! i wish i could do that.
When i tell people what i feel, i do have this feeling that not being trust. Like i am telling jokes or lying to them. Are you like reaaaallllyyyy sad???? OMG i just have to be real.
Thanks for this. Keep on flexing your muscle. :D
I do want to mention that both my parent side have medical history of being insane. I believe that i have the choice to protect myself from this genes. I'll just have to stop this! Right now. I know to mention that this means that there is a possibility that i myself believe that I'll may be next. Owh this mental challenge will not fullfill my ambition. Null. Nothing. Nada.
First thing that i want to change about myself is the way i handle my feelings espeacially sad feeling. Before thie and up until now, i have the difficulty to express myself honestly. To tell or not to tell and i always fell that when ever i feel sad, the matter is just not important to other people.
Do you honestly feel that other people problem is important to you unless it does relate to you? Honestly? Is it so important, then why people just listen to you and not doing nothing? What people always say is 'I understand your feeling. I am here for you anytime anywhere.' Reality check people!! 'Dear, it is your problem. Figure it out yourself. I am here just to listen'. Damn!
But somehow. I figure maybe it is good when you tell people what you are really feeling. Not because the advice but the word you are saying. You listen what you are saying. Yes you do humiliate yourself but at least you really let the feeling go out in the air and not just wandering in your brain. Just let it go and you will be looking outside the box. Be looking at yourself.
I do really sound so mix up and confious when i talk to people. Being looked as tough and always be protective to other people does make me weak when i have to handle sadness. Yes i always wanted to prove to people taht I am tough for other people and being protective is always means that i dont want to make people sad listening to my whinning. I hate myself whinning. I rather hearing other people whinning. And i do honestly look up to them because they are outspoken. Not look up like LOOK UP but like wow! i wish i could do that.
When i tell people what i feel, i do have this feeling that not being trust. Like i am telling jokes or lying to them. Are you like reaaaallllyyyy sad???? OMG i just have to be real.
Thanks for this. Keep on flexing your muscle. :D
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